Cos my mouse just died on me.
SOoo, gotta do everything using my keyboard.
I guess my post will be rather disoriented.
Cos I cant move my photos accordingly.
Lol.
Btw, the following photo was not intended to be my first picture.
But I cant help it.

The show that I've just finished:
Nice plot especially when they unravel mysteries.
And not forgetting the 4 suave actors too.
LOL.
10:51 PM
最近时常做噩梦,已经连续几天都睡不好。
但是昨晚,我却在梦里欣慰一笑。多希望时间能够静止,让我沉浸在那腼腆的梦中,继续沉睡。。。
分享喜悦
我已经找不到与人分享消息的喜悦。接到通知时,我根本不知道该对谁说。
就连妈妈也是隔了两天才告诉她。
我到底怎么了?
也许是厌倦了这种等待与期盼。
忐忑不安
不管怎么样,11 May 就快要到了。。。
说不紧张,那是骗人的。
到底要怎么样才会显得自信而不自大?
怎么办?
我好紧张啊。
乱
应该如何做出抉择?
是跟着感觉走?
还是该听别人的劝告?
为什么我的感觉就不能和大家的意见相投?
有谁可以告诉我接下来该怎么走?
我很乱。。。
9:34 PM
So, its not just me tat detest GK to the core.
Was chatting with the other RTS yesterday...
Only to found out tat they dun have good impression of him too.
Hmmm.
Was so shiok after gossiping bout tat freak with the rest of them man!
The best part of the conversation:
(Hong Qi) "You cannot think like tat. Gotta think the reverse way, cos he's weird."
(Nicole) "You nv know, maybe he's listening to classical music and shaking his head as though he's listening to techno."
Anyway, just got to know tat he's the idiot who gave us a talk during assembly regarding his "success story".
Recall the "傻瓜" story?
OMG.
傻瓜 is too innocent for him.
He should be 白痴.
Sorry for being so mean.
But tats the consequence of stepping on my tail.
12:19 PM
借问酒家何处有?牧童遥指杏花村。”
不知道为什么,今年的清明我竟然想起这首诗。
不是突然变得诗情画意,只是今天想了比较多。。。
几个星期前去祭拜祖先(father's side),我并没有那么大的感触。
可是今天回到同一个地方(for mother's side),我却感触良多。
原因:我想起了与我同住11年的外公。
我只能说外公逝世时,我已经懂事了。
我经历了生离死别的痛,
也无奈地适应没有他的生活。
后悔、茫然、无助。。。
有谁会了解我的感受?
我又能对谁倾诉这段埋藏在心里许久的回忆?
但我想时间会冲淡一切。。。
我希望。
10:44 PM
Didnt know tat I really wanted it until today...
I thought I was just trying my luck.
So didnt really take it to heart.
But the tinge of disappointment came when I received the notice.
Nothing much to comment.
Just not feeling too good bout it.
Watever.
10:19 PM
Have been quite busy with remedial and consultations recently.
When the staff was having buffet lunch yesterday, I was having consultation.
When everyone was enjoying the "Pioneer got Talent", I was STILL at my consultation (second round).
I know I shouldnt complain.
Lol.
Anyway, here are some pictures of the week:

I drew this cat and named it "Ah Fu" initially.
But b'cos of the owner, I purposely added an "N"...
SOoo, its official name is called "Ah Fu N".
Wahaha.
Ty Ty.

Drew this when I was coaching my bro Math.
Hmmm...
I tink I should go paint the words on wall mural.
"Celebrating A Decade, Pioneering the Next".
No kick man!
And I can be filmed by Nic and my gao da wei meng...
Hahaha.

Took a photo of this recycled robot from Ms Cheng's desk.
There was this joke by JX: Ms Cheng's desk has got a dunno wat doo-doo.
I was like, huh? Do-do bird ah?
Actually, she was trying to mean voo-doo.
Lol.
Was laughing at this when Nic and Paul joined us for lunch.
ZY joined us later.
Anyway, was talking to Nic bout the stupid guai ka losing my collar pin.
He said GK is finding an excuse just to piss me off.
OMG.
If tats the case all the more I despise him can.
So disgusting.
I tink other than disgusting I also cannot find a better word to describe him.
Wo de ma ah...
8:29 PM
WTH
Blame it on my stupidity for lending him my collar pin.
He LOST it!!!
F***ing guai ka.
I'm so angry man.
Buying one more for me doesnt help.
It can never replace the one tat I've worn for 2 years.
Tat freak is just so disgusting.
Couldnt even bother to return me until I asked him for it (and the fact is he has YET to return me after I pressed him for it).
Cant believe tat he is my colleague.
ARGH.
12:40 PM
Had a very packed schedule today.
So many lessons, remedials and consultations all lined up in a row.
Only 2 "half-hour" breaks...
The busiest day of all.
Didnt get to eat...
Cos JX was lunching out with Nic and guai ka when I was still having lesson. :(
Kidding la.
Could have ate alone though.
Just tat I had no appitite b'cos of sore throat.
Did I use my throat so often tat I actually got sore throat?
Hmmm.
I tink b'cos its H1, so gotta repeat and repeat.
Spent a long time explaining something tat seemed simple to us...
Where the hell did my patience come from?
I used to be very impatient...
But I guess tats something tat I've discovered during my stay in PJ.
And I'm starting to feel tat I'm really suited for special education.
Lol.
Anyway, wats most terrible today is not my throat but my nose.
AGAIN.
It started to "work-up" after my last remedial lesson tat ended at 5 plus.

This was the degree of seriousness when I was watching TV at 9.
An hour later:

OMG rite...
I know its disgusting la.
Still, just wanna say, I'm sick again!
Hai.
10:06 PM
Went to have b'fast at the school canteen (though I wasnt eating).
The point is, Joseph Lee, Tan Ing Keat, Patrick Tong and Byran Tan were there too.
Had a FUNNY conversation b'cos of them.
LOL.
Lunch was even better (rite?)...
At least to someone who's crazy bout Nic.
Cos he was at the canteen too!
Chatted quite a while...
On almost anything and everything we can think of.
It was then tat he said tat I looked like his cousin...
Not just the appearance, but also my voice and the way I speak ("the pattern", as claimed by him).
True or not?
Eh, sometimes I really dunno which sentence of his is real, which is not.
Lol.
Anyway, today is the "play day" for the staff!!!
Got movies and karaoke.
SOoo...
We went for a singing session with Dennis Lee at the MPR3 (cos I said he sings very well, so he asked us along so tat he can sing for us).
Indeed...
PJ has got an imitation of Zhang Xin Zhe.
Not too bad though.
Haha.
They were singing half way when my phone rang.
So went out to pick up the call from WW.
The point is, I can hear them singing even when I'm outside.
Archers were training there...
And they were laughing at the horrible singing!
Gosh.
After tat, we went to JP.
Supposed to meet up with my gals...
But due to unforeseen circumstance, we were late (so ps man).
And yes... We didnt get to watch "Handsome Suit" again. :(
Instead, we caught "Fast and Furious 4".
Good sound effect and stereo system I must say.
Cos I fell asleep... And was awaken by the loud "bang" of the car crash.
Lol.
Not tat the movie was boring.
But I tink I'm just too tired.
Hai.
There are just so many things tat I wanna say.
But I know I cant do it here.
I'll just have to rant it some where else I guess.
Misses.
9:37 PM
Dun blame me for having a prejudice against this country.
A tainted label tat one cannot help not worrying.
Everything originated there...
Both the SARS and Melamine incident.
Even guai ka...
A freaking disgusting stalker tat I cant wait to slap.
And now, this article really sets me on fire:
Can they ever be more humane?
OMG.
Was so fury when I read this.
Cant imagine if I were to be born there...
Most probably I'll end up like them.
7:42 PM
Total darkness from living room.
Only I'm still awake.
Headed for the toilet when something horrible happened.
Stepped on something cold and soft...
And it seemed to be moving...
Went to on the lights of the living room and toilet.
Only to see the disgusting creature at the door step of my room.
Was so petrified.
Prayed hard tat it would not enter my room, but to no avail.
I burst into tears before seeking help from my parents.
Gosh.
They had a hard time getting rid of that thing...
Second time in my life tat I cried b'cos of LIZARDS.
I'm just so afraid of lizards and I dunno why.
So pissed off with myself for being so useless.
All thanks to my dad...
For without him, I would have already migrated to my parents' room tonight.
Btw, are there any guys who are scared of lizards just like I do?
Just wanna say tat they can nv become my husband in future...
Cos I really need someone who can help me chase them away.
I just hate lizards to the core.
12:20 AM
11:08 PM
I tink I'm a person who's easily influence by the whether...
Especially when its a rainy day tat I will feel a bit down.
Cant do anything but to stay indoor.
This just makes me moody...
下雨天
下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我听雨滴
期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累
12:14 AM
My mum was saying: " Why do u like ping pong so much? B'cos of the show ah?"
NO.
My craze for it didnt start just b'cos of the show...
Same goes for my liking for volleyball (not b'cos of Beach Ball Babe).
Perhaps I've changed...
From a person who dreaded sports (in sec) to one who would wanna play sports almost everyday.Cos they make me feel so refresh after perspiring!
(Though it can be tiring after one day of workout. )
LOL.
Anyway, crapped a lot as usual today...
Derived some Pong's Field and Pong's Law?!
Was quite fun though.
BUT, something tat dampens my mood:

My sole actually came off!!!
So glad tat my dad came to fetch me from the LRT station...
If not I gotta drag my foot back home.
LOL.
My mum: "Its time to buy a new pair... After all, its already been 2 years plus."
Me: " Huh... Can stick back or not? I bu she de throw it away..."
Haha.
I'm so attached to my shoes (something tat's non-living!).
Cos it has helped me run countless 2.4KM, from a silver in J1 to a gold in J2...
Lol.
Final decision: Bring it to a cobbler and stick the sole back.
Wahaha. :)
10:59 PM
作词:陈晓娟 作曲:陈晓娟
叶子 是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀 是落在天上的叶子
天堂 原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单 是一个人的狂欢
狂欢 是一群人的孤单
爱情 原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭 旅行 到处走走停停
也一个人看书 写信 自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
12:20 AM
但却不知从何说起,更不晓得如何把它们贯穿起来。
自由发挥?
我看不如想到什么就写什么吧!:)
先从悼念阿桑开始。。。
知道她已撒手尘寰时,我不禁感到惊讶。一切都太突然了,不是吗?
实在是令人惋惜。。。
所以还是那句话:活在当下。
也希望离开对她是一种解脱。
最近一直看到那个关于《家》的广告(是说大卫的离开)
"It is these small things that you remember... The little imperfections that make them perfect."
每一次看,我都会流泪。。。
是我太多愁善感了吗?
我想也是。
咳哟算了,还是用英文来写啦。。。
好想上床睡觉了。哈哈。
So many things happened in school today...
Guess its one of the most enjoyable days in school.
Went back early in the morning for consultation.
6.30A.M.!!!
I used to reach school at this time... During A'levels when I have morning paper I mean.
LOL.
Came back from my remedial lesson at 11 plus.
Only to know that I didnt switch my phone to silent mode!!!
And it rang when I was away (heard from JX).
SOoo loud tat everyone was turning and asking whose phone was tat...
Worse still!
My ring tone was tat of Donald Duck humming a Christmas Carol!
OMG.
Ms Cheng, Mr Dennis Lee and some other teachers were laughing AT the ring tone.
So 丢脸can. :(
Btw, dunno for wat reason, MDL said: "Eh 燕婷,我刚才有想你leh"...
DOTS.
I tink he missed someone to suan (though theres JX alr).
Ops. Ps Ps. :p
He and his comments today:
"Wa, u today dress until so professional... Except for ya shoes." (true,cos I was wearing slippers in staffroom. But I changed to my heels when I'm out!)
So this was how I looked like today:
Its a rather weird combi I tink...
Watever la.
Anyway, I said something that he couldnt rebut me.
"QQ"...
I didnt mean it k (And I know he wouldnt mind).
Merely quoted from Mr David Wong (tat was why he hit DW when I mentioned QQ).
Lol.
It was funny though.
Sent my laptop for patching...
Chatted with Nicholas for quite a while.
Reminisce the days where he had to come to class to help URMK...
He said: “ Oh, so u were in the class tat had to greet me... Then 不是看到我丑的一面?有没有讲我的坏话?”
LOL.
Then he mentioned something like: 这里每个老师的性格我都看透了,包括你们。。。
Is it really tat easy to read me?
I tot I'm complicated...
I'm not as wat I carry myself to others.
It takes time to know me I guess...
Lol.
SOoo...
After so much about him, wanna see how he looked like?
The Eagles and Ospreys will be very familiar with him I tink.

OMG.
I tink I'm so evil to post Nic's photo.
Hope he dun see this man.
Hahaha.
Anyway, can u belief tat he's 30 yr-old?
Is he really 30?
Or are we just to gullible?
I tink he's just playing a prank on us rite?!
Oh ya!
I was just talking to JX today saying tat Mr Wayne Wong is one of the most handsome male cher in PJ...
Then when we got back to staffroom, we so happened to chat with him man...
And we did a hi-five!!!
Lol.
He got the 男人魅力。。。
Too bad he's married rite (kidding la).
Last picture of the day:

Its for tat someone who's crazy bout him...
I know I'm just being lame.
Lol.
Anyway, I gonna teach tuition soon...
JC H2 Chemistry.
She looked for me saying tat she's despo for tutors...
But after looking thru her common test paper, she's not tat weak after all.
Really hope tat I'll be able bring her some light in chem...
:)
7:12 PM

Went shopping with my mum on Sunday (and gotta rush for class outing, tat was why I was late).
Chanced upon this pair of shoes...
Its super comfy!
Wanna buy the black one.
But there aint my size anymore, not even the white one. :(
Aww...
But I tink I'm gonna visit the shop again to see if they have size 5 in black.
Lol.

Saw this article yesterday.
I guess I'll end up this way when I enter uni or even the work place...
Cos I'm anti-social.
Lol.
Ok, maybe its not anti-social but 慢热 。。。
SOooo, I guess I'll take a long time before I can find true fens.
Anyway,

my bro had his Home Econs practical test today.
Above is his masterpiece.
OMG.
Its very nice can!
Even the upper sec F&N students were fighting for his cake (as claimed by him).
But its really good.
Better than the muffins I used to bake back then.
Wahaha.
Btw, I've finally gotten my laptop after desperately looking for Nicholas for 2 days (cos he was on MC last week).
And here is it:

Ta-da!!!
Cool wallpaper?!
This was done by someone who is CRAZY over Nicholas (I tink if tats her laptop, the name will be changed to NWLW).
Ops.
But I really tink he's better than ya husband la hor.
So must grasp ya chance yea.
Miss it and u'll regret...
LOL.

I love this picture!
Not b'cos its cute...
But b'cos I made this using "Paint".
They are actually individual pictures from an email (forgot who sent me that anyway).
It really cheers me up!!!
"Be happy; its the key to staying young."
Its true. :)
7:12 PM
Finally got to play table tennis after like months?
Lol.
Btw, I wanna comment on PJ's ping pong tables.
They all suck like hell can?
Ops.
But tats a fact.
Couldnt even get them fixed by ourselves.
SOooo...
只好找救兵咯。。。
Luckily got Patrick Hiap.
Though ultimately we ended up having tables of different types combined together...
Lol.
I still prefer RP man.
Wonderful tables and good environment.
Dun have to go around chasing and picking the balls.
Anyway, I still feel as though sun-wu-kong when using backhand...
But thats ok.
I enjoy playing ping pong man!!!
Haha.
:)
7:59 PM
My brother's having his Home Economics test soon.
And he's gonna bake Chocolate Chip and Nut Cake.
Sounds impressive.
But u shall see the ingredients that he bought for his cake...
U will get a hearty laugh out of it.

Gosh.
He got 1 bottle of cinnamon powder, 2 baking powder and 3 baking soda when he only needs 1 to 2 tblspoons each.
The worse has yet to come...

A packet of salt that weighs 3 kg.
OMG.
1/4 tblspoon is all he requires.
LOL.
Guys are like tat...
Forever so ANYHOW.
Hahaha.
Kidding.
I tink its just my bro who has this heck care attitude.
Anyway, I really need to consider if I wanna proceed to intermediate Hip Hop or continue with elementary one.
Cos, after 8 lessons, I still feel as noob as before.
Dun tink its wise to go on with more difficult steps if my basics are still not rite (my down and up beats still go hay wire).
Lol
Btw, Pearl and I took these pictures when we were on our way home from our last Hip hop lesson.

Cats and kittens!!!
There're so many of them...
Around 6?!
12:23 AM
I made a big blunder in school again.
For some reason, I missed yesterday's lessons.
Watever it is, I just dun wanna talk about it anymore.
I hate myself for being such a muddlehead.
And I dun like being lost and alone.
Sigh.
Life is so sickening.
12:29 PM
星星屈指可见
不知为什么,就是有股冲动想仰望那迷人的夜空
在这繁忙的城市里
有谁会放慢脚步去看一看平静的夜空?
这一片宁静舒缓了剧烈的头痛
真希望能够躺在沙滩上,听着浪花声,数着天上的星星。。。
在同一片星空的你们,现在又在做什么呢?
11:11 PM
If there were to be any project on recycling tissue paper, I guess I'll just have to participate ardently in it.
Its kinda "sinful" to have wasted so many packets (equivalent to a box) of 3 ply tissues just to sneeze.
Its me and my problematic nose.
So was rather noisy today b'cos of this.
Lol.
Anyway, is there any significance to 1st April?
Yes I would say, at least for 2009...
My eyes played a trick on me.
Was at the staff room with my time-table right in front of me.
It says 11:30 lesson, so I continued reading my notes.
It was until 11:20 tat I felt something was not rite (I dunno wat was not rite anyway).
And I checked the time-table again.
Lesson should be at 11:00!!!
Perhaps my flu was the cause.
But I know its just an excuse.
Cant I just have a little less of tat "blurness"?
Hai.
Was raining in the afternoon.
So I took a picture when my dad was driving me home.

The focus of this photo is not the objects at the back...
But the rain droplets tat wet the window.
下雨天。。。
正好符合我低落的心情。
10:09 PM




