New challenges ahead
I've officially stepped down from all J1 H2 duties!
Wat come next are J2 classes taking H1 Math.
I'm suppose to do co-teaching, together with Ms Lim Yian and Ms Valerie Tan, but my focus will be on the weaker students.
Hmmm.
H1 syllabus...
Last 2 topics before revision: Integration and Apps of Integration!!!
Alamak.
I haven been doing these 2 topics since...
And I wasnt really good at Int. when I was still a student.
Uh-oh!!!
Gotta go in a class tomolo.
3 periods with no teacher accompanying (cos VT will not be around).
Haha.
I shall see how man.
Anyway, heard from Ms Lim tat Ah Ling (Edmund Ling) may wanna deploy me over to his J1 H1 side.
If tats the case then I wont be jobless le.
Still, I tink I gotta prepare myself for the worse.
SOoo, I've actually called tuition agencies too.
I wan to teach tuition!!!
P.S. The stupid Jason tat Pearl recommended is a jerk man. He pissed me off. :(
I've officially stepped down from all J1 H2 duties!
Wat come next are J2 classes taking H1 Math.
I'm suppose to do co-teaching, together with Ms Lim Yian and Ms Valerie Tan, but my focus will be on the weaker students.
Hmmm.
H1 syllabus...
Last 2 topics before revision: Integration and Apps of Integration!!!
Alamak.
I haven been doing these 2 topics since...
And I wasnt really good at Int. when I was still a student.
Uh-oh!!!
Gotta go in a class tomolo.
3 periods with no teacher accompanying (cos VT will not be around).
Haha.
I shall see how man.
Anyway, heard from Ms Lim tat Ah Ling (Edmund Ling) may wanna deploy me over to his J1 H1 side.
If tats the case then I wont be jobless le.
Still, I tink I gotta prepare myself for the worse.
SOoo, I've actually called tuition agencies too.
I wan to teach tuition!!!
P.S. The stupid Jason tat Pearl recommended is a jerk man. He pissed me off. :(
~MilkyEgg~
2:07 PM
Sunday, March 29, 20092:07 PM
Random Pictures
Saw this picture on http://www.dailypuppy.com
Felt that it was innovative for the owner to have taken the back view instead of the front.
SOooo...
I copied that shot!
I'm so bo liao rite.
LOL.
Went out with my gals yesterday evening for Au's celebration.
Visited The Clinic at Clarke Quay.
Nice outdoor atmosphere and "Clinic" theme indeed.
Ordered some drinks that we did not even hear of (almost every name was unfamiliar b'cos we were first-timers).
"Sex On A Drip" was cute, isnt it?
Really seems like a patient with a pkt of drip.
Haha.
Cant remember wat is the name of this drink...
Maybe its something like "Nurse Party"?
I love this man!
So cool to be drinking from a syringe.
Anyway, I tink Meh and me were quite suay yesterday.
Cos we kept losing at the guessing-fist game.
So we tio quite a lot of forfeits and drank a lot of times.
Lol.
Didnt get to take pictures of the "Waterfall" and "Flaming Lamborghini".
Cos the last two drinks we ordered were still the best.
They make my throat hot and face flush!
Wahaha.
Glad tat I was still in a clear state of mind after the forfeits.
But it was a fun night.
We gals have grown up!
Woo hoo~
LOL.
Went to Giant today with my family.
Saw the new Twisties products.
Or they werent new, its just tat I'm outdated?
In anycase, I tink they have very nice packaging!
I didnt buy though.
Hehe.
Saw this picture on http://www.dailypuppy.com
Felt that it was innovative for the owner to have taken the back view instead of the front.
SOooo...
I copied that shot!
I'm so bo liao rite.
LOL.
Went out with my gals yesterday evening for Au's celebration.
Visited The Clinic at Clarke Quay.
Nice outdoor atmosphere and "Clinic" theme indeed.
Ordered some drinks that we did not even hear of (almost every name was unfamiliar b'cos we were first-timers).
"Sex On A Drip" was cute, isnt it?
Really seems like a patient with a pkt of drip.
Haha.
Cant remember wat is the name of this drink...
Maybe its something like "Nurse Party"?
I love this man!
So cool to be drinking from a syringe.
Anyway, I tink Meh and me were quite suay yesterday.
Cos we kept losing at the guessing-fist game.
So we tio quite a lot of forfeits and drank a lot of times.
Lol.
Didnt get to take pictures of the "Waterfall" and "Flaming Lamborghini".
Cos the last two drinks we ordered were still the best.
They make my throat hot and face flush!
Wahaha.
Glad tat I was still in a clear state of mind after the forfeits.
But it was a fun night.
We gals have grown up!
Woo hoo~
LOL.
Went to Giant today with my family.
Saw the new Twisties products.
Or they werent new, its just tat I'm outdated?
In anycase, I tink they have very nice packaging!
I didnt buy though.
Hehe.
Chanced upon this at a bakery shop.
Its super cute can!
I dun tink I'll bear to eat it if I were to buy it...
Haha.
Hmmm.
Thurs would be our last dance lesson.
I'm definitely gonna miss it.
I love Hip Hop!!!
:)
~MilkyEgg~
3:55 PM
Friday, March 27, 20093:55 PM
Happy Birthday Gal!
Its Audrey's B'dae today!
Woo hoo~
I must say that we're definitely NOT old man.
Lol.
Anyway, all the best for the coming year yea.
Hope u've enjoyed ya day and we'll have a post celebration tomolo k.
Fuck off. I just hate it when people dun show me respect.
Anyway, invigilation on Wed was quite a different experience.
Other than giving out the instructions at the beginning of the paper (cos Ms Ng May Ling was asked to help me), I basically did everything like wat the rest of the invigilators do.
Lol.
Its fun, though at some point I almost fell asleep (Math paper is 3 hours long).
Wat was more irritating was the heavy rain that poured suddenly.
Gosh.
Gotta go help the kids carry their bags so that they dun get wet.
Was really bored in the midst of the paper.
So I took this picture.
LOL.
And I hate those brainless pigs who dun even know that a plastic bag will fly if something heavy is not placed on it.
Btw, below is a picture of my foot.
I'm not being disgusting here, but I just wanna say that I dun like the bone that's protruding out.
It hurts if I were to wear covered shoes for long.
Tats why I prefer to wear slippers though.
Argh. Absolutely spastic.
Hmmm.
Tat was taken by a STALKER when we were waiting for our dance instructor to come on Thurs.
Kidding la.
It was taken by our dear Pearl.
Come to think of it, I've actually known Pearl for 10 years (including this year).
WOW.
Isnt that long?
Let me see...
I was in the same class as her, 2A9, when we first knew each other.
Subsequently 3A9, 6A4, 1E1, 2E1, 3E1, 4E1...
Plus the two years when I'm in JC and u're in poly and now...
Its pretty long man.
And its not only her.
Au and Shell were also from my primary school ( Au same class and Shell same CCA).
Of course still got our Meh who joined us in Sec...
Will we be able to keep in contact till we're old?
Cant imagine that but I really hope we would.
And as much as I want to keep in touch with my JC classmates, I know its tough, esp when the guys are in army.
Perhaps we'll only hang out with our cliques by then...
Or we would not even contact one another.
Still, I'm glad to all who appeared in my life.
Sigh.
P.S. I'm not getting emo ( I tink and I hope not). Its just tat I'm kinda "jobless" now.
Lol.
Watever.
Life still goes on.
Its Audrey's B'dae today!
Woo hoo~
I must say that we're definitely NOT old man.
Lol.
Anyway, all the best for the coming year yea.
Hope u've enjoyed ya day and we'll have a post celebration tomolo k.
Fuck off. I just hate it when people dun show me respect.
Anyway, invigilation on Wed was quite a different experience.
Other than giving out the instructions at the beginning of the paper (cos Ms Ng May Ling was asked to help me), I basically did everything like wat the rest of the invigilators do.
Lol.
Its fun, though at some point I almost fell asleep (Math paper is 3 hours long).
Wat was more irritating was the heavy rain that poured suddenly.
Gosh.
Gotta go help the kids carry their bags so that they dun get wet.
Was really bored in the midst of the paper.
So I took this picture.
LOL.
And I hate those brainless pigs who dun even know that a plastic bag will fly if something heavy is not placed on it.
Btw, below is a picture of my foot.
I'm not being disgusting here, but I just wanna say that I dun like the bone that's protruding out.
It hurts if I were to wear covered shoes for long.
Tats why I prefer to wear slippers though.
Argh. Absolutely spastic.
Hmmm.
Tat was taken by a STALKER when we were waiting for our dance instructor to come on Thurs.
Kidding la.
It was taken by our dear Pearl.
Come to think of it, I've actually known Pearl for 10 years (including this year).
WOW.
Isnt that long?
Let me see...
I was in the same class as her, 2A9, when we first knew each other.
Subsequently 3A9, 6A4, 1E1, 2E1, 3E1, 4E1...
Plus the two years when I'm in JC and u're in poly and now...
Its pretty long man.
And its not only her.
Au and Shell were also from my primary school ( Au same class and Shell same CCA).
Of course still got our Meh who joined us in Sec...
Will we be able to keep in contact till we're old?
Cant imagine that but I really hope we would.
And as much as I want to keep in touch with my JC classmates, I know its tough, esp when the guys are in army.
Perhaps we'll only hang out with our cliques by then...
Or we would not even contact one another.
Still, I'm glad to all who appeared in my life.
Sigh.
P.S. I'm not getting emo ( I tink and I hope not). Its just tat I'm kinda "jobless" now.
Lol.
Watever.
Life still goes on.
~MilkyEgg~
8:42 PM
Tuesday, March 24, 20098:42 PM
I am going to invigilate a Math paper tomolo!!!
Omg.
I'm so nervous.
Even more worried than when I'm taking the paper.
Its the first time that I am invigilating.
And its not in the hall but classroom.
A math paper...
Means I'll have to get them to clear their GC.
Wat if I tell them the wrong instructions to clear the memory?
Wat if I stumble when reading out the exam rules (like: No handphones and unauthorised materials in the exam venue bla bla)?
Wat if I dun start the paper on time?
Wat if the students ask questions regarding the paper?
Wat if I've got parallax error and dun end the paper after 3 hours sharp?
Wat if...
Gosh.
I'm such a worry-pot.
But wat I can say is that I definitely looking forward to it!
SOoo excited bout it.
Lol.
I tink it'll be a great experience man.
Wahaha. :)
Omg.
I'm so nervous.
Even more worried than when I'm taking the paper.
Its the first time that I am invigilating.
And its not in the hall but classroom.
A math paper...
Means I'll have to get them to clear their GC.
Wat if I tell them the wrong instructions to clear the memory?
Wat if I stumble when reading out the exam rules (like: No handphones and unauthorised materials in the exam venue bla bla)?
Wat if I dun start the paper on time?
Wat if the students ask questions regarding the paper?
Wat if I've got parallax error and dun end the paper after 3 hours sharp?
Wat if...
Gosh.
I'm such a worry-pot.
But wat I can say is that I definitely looking forward to it!
SOoo excited bout it.
Lol.
I tink it'll be a great experience man.
Wahaha. :)
~MilkyEgg~
11:08 PM
Sunday, March 22, 200911:08 PM
One week of holidays!
Have been very tired about Uni admission since the open houses...
Was really vexed after much pondering and yet not being able to come up with any decision.
SOoo...
I'd decided to take one week break (since its March Hols anyway)...
Did many things throughout the week, except to think of the Uni courses.
Monday:
Went back to school for consultation in the morning.
Did the Maclaurin's tutorial and some KINEMATICS questions.
p.s. I am a Math RT.
Lol.
But it was fun to talk to her regarding her school life and council stuff.
I still love to gossip as before. :p
And thanks for telling me something tat really brightened up my day.
I'll keep it a secret yea. :)
Tuesday:
Watched "Coming Soon" with my gals.
Hmmm.
Its not really scary.
Cos we can sort of anticipate the scenes.
I tink "Shutter" is still the best.
Its the only horror movie that I screamed (and shell should know why yea).
Haha.
Wednesday:
Went back PJ again.
To collect my edited CCA records.
Its like FINALLY, after two weeks of pressing and chasing.
The thought of it just makes me fed up.
Argh.
Anyway, caught up with Samson and we chatted a while.
It was then tat I realised how practical the world is.
Shant elaborate as it concerns some one's privacy.
Thursday:
Went to the Library @ Esplanade.
Its small, but really cosy.
If I were to retake my A-Levels (which is definitely not going to happen), I'll go there and mug.
Lol.
At night was dance as usual.
Hmmm.
Whacking (also spelt as wacking? I cant find the correct spelling online) is really nice!
Erm...
BUT, it causes much serious muscle ache, especially in the arms.
LOL.
Friday:
Met up with Ah Li, ZY and Lao er for a badminton session.
Went to RP, only to realise that the sports hall was closed for some recycling project? AWW...
Nevertheless, we had our means of continuing with our plan.
There is always the CC and neighbouring courts, isnt it?
Lol.
Went to watch "Mall Cop".
Super funny.
Was laughing hilariously.
I guess it really cheers me up man.
Its the best show that I've watched within this week ( Watchmen, Coming Soon and Mall Cop).
Oh, theres something that I wanna say.
We actually didnt want to catch the 3.40 show.
But something cropped up.
And I just wanna say that both parties were at fault; the staff was blur and we were careless.
Must be glad that they actually agreed to exchange the tickets for us.
Saturday:
Its Sentosa day!
Though I've been frequenting the island, it was the first time that I went there with my gals!
Its been a long time ever since I last played beach volleyball.
So I asked the girls if they have any.
Au: Even if I dun get to borrow any, I'll buy one.
Me: U wanna buy a volleyball just for this? So ex...
Au: Those blow air wan where got ex? And I'll get to use it when I go beach too.
So we actually had different balls in mind.
Hers was tat of a light beach ball while mine was a standard volleyball.
Lol.
In the end, I kidnapped this home:
LOL.
Borrowed this from Lao er.
Thanks man! If not we wouldnt get to play beach volley le!
Went to Palawan.
And took lots of pictures...
The above two pictures were taken by a teen girl.
She asked us if we wanna take jump shot.
We were like... Eh...
And we didnt.
Lol.
Any idea how we take these photos?
Cos it was actually an uphill.
So we placed the camera on top and one of us would have to go up and set timer.
Once the person pressed the button, she'll have to run down the slope such that she makes it within 10 sec to join the rest for the photo.
The people at the extreme right of the pictures were the ones doing the running (and I'm one of them).
Its so cool man!
Wahaha.
Anyway, did u guys manage to spot something weird from this pic?
Theres actually an extra pair of legs as circled.
Dun worry, its not something eerie.
It belonged to that of a Bangla.
So pissed off with them.
They went around taking pictures of girls in bikinis.
Gosh.
So sick of them.
Yucks.
Oh, we went to Marche for dinner!
The cream of mushroom is super good.
Love it man (maybe b'cos its mushroom).
Haha.
Hope to go there again and I'll try the tempting stir-fried mushrooms!
Lol.
Met my parents and bro at the pasar malam near my house.
Went around searching for something...
CHESTNUTS!!!
Didnt want to go in the first place, cos theres nothing interesting anyway.
But I know my grandma likes to eat roasted chestnuts...
So, went to get some for her since my dad's fetching.
Wahaha.
Lazy me.
Sunday:
OMG.
The accumulation of muscle ache results in muscle pain!!!
It was only aching on Friday, but it got worse today.
Cant even exert strength, esp my right arm.
Gosh.
Whacking + Badminton + Volleyball (for 3 consecutive days) = PAIN!
I guess I've played too much for the week.
Enough of escapism...
Its time to come back to serious stuff.
I've already applied for my Uni courses.
I guess its really important to take a break if u're tired.
"If life is getting you down,
rest if you must.
But dun you quit!
Just remember:
Faith is everything.
Impossible is nothing."
I tink it helps.
:)
Have been very tired about Uni admission since the open houses...
Was really vexed after much pondering and yet not being able to come up with any decision.
SOoo...
I'd decided to take one week break (since its March Hols anyway)...
Did many things throughout the week, except to think of the Uni courses.
Monday:
Went back to school for consultation in the morning.
Did the Maclaurin's tutorial and some KINEMATICS questions.
p.s. I am a Math RT.
Lol.
But it was fun to talk to her regarding her school life and council stuff.
I still love to gossip as before. :p
And thanks for telling me something tat really brightened up my day.
I'll keep it a secret yea. :)
Tuesday:
Watched "Coming Soon" with my gals.
Hmmm.
Its not really scary.
Cos we can sort of anticipate the scenes.
I tink "Shutter" is still the best.
Its the only horror movie that I screamed (and shell should know why yea).
Haha.
Wednesday:
Went back PJ again.
To collect my edited CCA records.
Its like FINALLY, after two weeks of pressing and chasing.
The thought of it just makes me fed up.
Argh.
Anyway, caught up with Samson and we chatted a while.
It was then tat I realised how practical the world is.
Shant elaborate as it concerns some one's privacy.
Thursday:
Went to the Library @ Esplanade.
Its small, but really cosy.
If I were to retake my A-Levels (which is definitely not going to happen), I'll go there and mug.
Lol.
At night was dance as usual.
Hmmm.
Whacking (also spelt as wacking? I cant find the correct spelling online) is really nice!
Erm...
BUT, it causes much serious muscle ache, especially in the arms.
LOL.
Friday:
Met up with Ah Li, ZY and Lao er for a badminton session.
Went to RP, only to realise that the sports hall was closed for some recycling project? AWW...
Nevertheless, we had our means of continuing with our plan.
There is always the CC and neighbouring courts, isnt it?
Lol.
Went to watch "Mall Cop".
Super funny.
Was laughing hilariously.
I guess it really cheers me up man.
Its the best show that I've watched within this week ( Watchmen, Coming Soon and Mall Cop).
Oh, theres something that I wanna say.
We actually didnt want to catch the 3.40 show.
But something cropped up.
And I just wanna say that both parties were at fault; the staff was blur and we were careless.
Must be glad that they actually agreed to exchange the tickets for us.
Saturday:
Its Sentosa day!
Though I've been frequenting the island, it was the first time that I went there with my gals!
Its been a long time ever since I last played beach volleyball.
So I asked the girls if they have any.
Au: Even if I dun get to borrow any, I'll buy one.
Me: U wanna buy a volleyball just for this? So ex...
Au: Those blow air wan where got ex? And I'll get to use it when I go beach too.
So we actually had different balls in mind.
Hers was tat of a light beach ball while mine was a standard volleyball.
Lol.
In the end, I kidnapped this home:
LOL.
Borrowed this from Lao er.
Thanks man! If not we wouldnt get to play beach volley le!
Went to Palawan.
And took lots of pictures...
The above two pictures were taken by a teen girl.
She asked us if we wanna take jump shot.
We were like... Eh...
And we didnt.
Lol.
Any idea how we take these photos?
Cos it was actually an uphill.
So we placed the camera on top and one of us would have to go up and set timer.
Once the person pressed the button, she'll have to run down the slope such that she makes it within 10 sec to join the rest for the photo.
The people at the extreme right of the pictures were the ones doing the running (and I'm one of them).
Its so cool man!
Wahaha.
Anyway, did u guys manage to spot something weird from this pic?
Theres actually an extra pair of legs as circled.
Dun worry, its not something eerie.
It belonged to that of a Bangla.
So pissed off with them.
They went around taking pictures of girls in bikinis.
Gosh.
So sick of them.
Yucks.
Oh, we went to Marche for dinner!
The cream of mushroom is super good.
Love it man (maybe b'cos its mushroom).
Haha.
Hope to go there again and I'll try the tempting stir-fried mushrooms!
Lol.
Met my parents and bro at the pasar malam near my house.
Went around searching for something...
CHESTNUTS!!!
Didnt want to go in the first place, cos theres nothing interesting anyway.
But I know my grandma likes to eat roasted chestnuts...
So, went to get some for her since my dad's fetching.
Wahaha.
Lazy me.
Sunday:
OMG.
The accumulation of muscle ache results in muscle pain!!!
It was only aching on Friday, but it got worse today.
Cant even exert strength, esp my right arm.
Gosh.
Whacking + Badminton + Volleyball (for 3 consecutive days) = PAIN!
I guess I've played too much for the week.
Enough of escapism...
Its time to come back to serious stuff.
I've already applied for my Uni courses.
I guess its really important to take a break if u're tired.
"If life is getting you down,
rest if you must.
But dun you quit!
Just remember:
Faith is everything.
Impossible is nothing."
I tink it helps.
:)
~MilkyEgg~
3:00 PM
Thursday, March 19, 20093:00 PM
I LOVE WHACKING!!!
WOO HOO~
:)
WOO HOO~
:)
~MilkyEgg~
11:31 PM
11:31 PM
Yeah.
I've finally signed up as a volunteer for YOG!!!
Really hope that I'll be selected and that my voluntary experience at Stand. Chart. would help me.
Haha.
Anyway, I'm having dance today agian.
Dance day= Dooms day
Lol.
No la, actually I really like to dance de.
Just that I dun have the groove only.
Hai.
Will try my best to master it man.
:)
I've finally signed up as a volunteer for YOG!!!
Really hope that I'll be selected and that my voluntary experience at Stand. Chart. would help me.
Haha.
Anyway, I'm having dance today agian.
Dance day= Dooms day
Lol.
No la, actually I really like to dance de.
Just that I dun have the groove only.
Hai.
Will try my best to master it man.
:)
~MilkyEgg~
1:08 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 20091:08 PM
Went for a jog today as usual.
Saw this guy at the opposite side of the canal.
He kept staring at me.
He looked familiar.
The build, hair and running style reminded me of someone...
Wing Kiong!!!
Lol.
So pai sei that I took so long to recognise him.
Cos I wasnt wearing my spectacles.
And when I was about to call him, he'd already ran past me. :(
Aiyo, next time just wave to me and I'll wave back ya.
Haha.
Saw this guy at the opposite side of the canal.
He kept staring at me.
He looked familiar.
The build, hair and running style reminded me of someone...
Wing Kiong!!!
Lol.
So pai sei that I took so long to recognise him.
Cos I wasnt wearing my spectacles.
And when I was about to call him, he'd already ran past me. :(
Aiyo, next time just wave to me and I'll wave back ya.
Haha.
~MilkyEgg~
8:02 PM
Monday, March 16, 20098:02 PM
Lost and Found:
I've lost them...
I just cant seem to find them anymore.
Where is the laughter that I used to have?
What about the cheerfulness in me?
I've lost them...
And I've lost myself.
I've lost them...
I just cant seem to find them anymore.
Where is the laughter that I used to have?
What about the cheerfulness in me?
I've lost them...
And I've lost myself.
~MilkyEgg~
8:05 PM
Saturday, March 14, 20098:05 PM
Went to open houses...
Heard lots of opinions from seniors and teachers.
Yet I am still not sure of the course to pursue.
Perhaps I just dun have interest in ANY of the courses in Singapore.
Still remembered what the person said when we went for the admission talk at NTU:
"Sometimes, not everyone will get to realise their passion. He or she will just have to choose something that is closest to his/her passion."
Its true.
I wont be able to do veterinary science and fulfil my dreams.
But what is the alternative path that will bring me to my destination?
The vet course in Temasek Poly that will enable me to be a vet clinic assistant?
I dunno.
Am I going to waste the 4 years doing something that is not of my interest?
Will I regret for not trying to fight to go overseas?
Yet there are just so many things to consider.
I cant be so selfish.
Wat am I supposed to do then?
I'm so vexed!
Heard lots of opinions from seniors and teachers.
Yet I am still not sure of the course to pursue.
Perhaps I just dun have interest in ANY of the courses in Singapore.
Still remembered what the person said when we went for the admission talk at NTU:
"Sometimes, not everyone will get to realise their passion. He or she will just have to choose something that is closest to his/her passion."
Its true.
I wont be able to do veterinary science and fulfil my dreams.
But what is the alternative path that will bring me to my destination?
The vet course in Temasek Poly that will enable me to be a vet clinic assistant?
I dunno.
Am I going to waste the 4 years doing something that is not of my interest?
Will I regret for not trying to fight to go overseas?
Yet there are just so many things to consider.
I cant be so selfish.
Wat am I supposed to do then?
I'm so vexed!
~MilkyEgg~
11:41 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 200911:41 PM
For all I know...
There are just all sorts of people out there.
Hypocrites,
selfish freaks,
arrogant souls,
eccentric weirdos,
and even cold volcanoes...
Everyone's the same.
They live for themselves.
Ever spare a thought for others?
Nope.
I dun like the taste of getting hurt...
I guess I'm just so sick of everyone.
Tired of the masks that they are wearing.
Dunno who's real and who's not.
I am suffocating.
There are just all sorts of people out there.
Hypocrites,
selfish freaks,
arrogant souls,
eccentric weirdos,
and even cold volcanoes...
Everyone's the same.
They live for themselves.
Ever spare a thought for others?
Nope.
I dun like the taste of getting hurt...
I guess I'm just so sick of everyone.
Tired of the masks that they are wearing.
Dunno who's real and who's not.
I am suffocating.
~MilkyEgg~
8:21 PM
Sunday, March 08, 20098:21 PM
Haven been blogging for a long time.
Guess I've been worrying bout my Grandpa since last week...
He seems better now.
No more nonsensical stuff tat really scares me off.
I dunno.
U guys may not know wat I'm talking about...
But I just cant put him off my mind for for the past 2 weeks.
I guess nothing's gonna happen to him, rite?
Anyway, was talking to this guy...
He asked me for Mdm Ong CC's no. so tat he can ask her to write referral letter for his scholarship.
I told him to look for Mrs Tay instead, cos Mdm Ong wont be back until term 3.
But tats not the point...
The fact is tat he said tat he's on "high demand" and tat most uni would want him.
Ok...
Maybe he didnt mean it.
Or perhaps I'm just too sensitive.
But I dun feel very good bout his statement.
Its alright.
I tink tats life.
I'll take this as a wake up call to work even harder in uni.
I wont wanna make my parents, family and frens worry bout me.
They're far more important than my grades now.
And a million thanks for being there for me.
I guess wat I have to do now is to really consider my options and make an informed decision tat I wont regret upon.
Still quite lost, but I believe I'll be able to tink thru it.
:)
Guess I've been worrying bout my Grandpa since last week...
He seems better now.
No more nonsensical stuff tat really scares me off.
I dunno.
U guys may not know wat I'm talking about...
But I just cant put him off my mind for for the past 2 weeks.
I guess nothing's gonna happen to him, rite?
Anyway, was talking to this guy...
He asked me for Mdm Ong CC's no. so tat he can ask her to write referral letter for his scholarship.
I told him to look for Mrs Tay instead, cos Mdm Ong wont be back until term 3.
But tats not the point...
The fact is tat he said tat he's on "high demand" and tat most uni would want him.
Ok...
Maybe he didnt mean it.
Or perhaps I'm just too sensitive.
But I dun feel very good bout his statement.
Its alright.
I tink tats life.
I'll take this as a wake up call to work even harder in uni.
I wont wanna make my parents, family and frens worry bout me.
They're far more important than my grades now.
And a million thanks for being there for me.
I guess wat I have to do now is to really consider my options and make an informed decision tat I wont regret upon.
Still quite lost, but I believe I'll be able to tink thru it.
:)
~MilkyEgg~
9:27 PM
Tuesday, March 03, 20099:27 PM
Problem not solved.
Yet there's nothing tat I can do.
I cant even pray for the good to happen.
Wat else can I do?
Crying resloves nothing...
But I just cant help it.
Yet there's nothing tat I can do.
I cant even pray for the good to happen.
Wat else can I do?
Crying resloves nothing...
But I just cant help it.
~MilkyEgg~
7:53 PM
Sunday, March 01, 20097:53 PM
I hate my puffy eyes.
I hate being a crybaby.
And I hate being so useless.
Grow up.
This is just not the way to slove problems.
I hate being a crybaby.
And I hate being so useless.
Grow up.
This is just not the way to slove problems.
~MilkyEgg~
10:41 AM
10:41 AM