31 December 2008
Last day of the year.
So cool to have sweat it all out.
Reached RP at 12.10 today.
Nobody was there.
So decided to go for a jog, though its scorching hot then.
Took me a time of 4 songs to run 6 rounds.
Slow yea.
Tink I needa start training and get back my stamina man.
Anyway, played badminton and table tennis after tat.
I guess its only through sports tat I can forget all my worries and truly enjoy myself.
No emo-ing.
Btw, went to see my grandpa in the evening.
Really glad tat he's getting better.
Fever has subsided and leg's not as swollen.
And he can still joke with us.
His report will be out tomolo.
Gotta go down at 8 am.
Hope tat he'll be fine and be discharged asap.
2009's coming.
Looking forward to a better and more optimistic year.
Wishing everyone a good year ahead yea!
Happy New Year in advance!
:)
Last day of the year.
So cool to have sweat it all out.
Reached RP at 12.10 today.
Nobody was there.
So decided to go for a jog, though its scorching hot then.
Took me a time of 4 songs to run 6 rounds.
Slow yea.
Tink I needa start training and get back my stamina man.
Anyway, played badminton and table tennis after tat.
I guess its only through sports tat I can forget all my worries and truly enjoy myself.
No emo-ing.
Btw, went to see my grandpa in the evening.
Really glad tat he's getting better.
Fever has subsided and leg's not as swollen.
And he can still joke with us.
His report will be out tomolo.
Gotta go down at 8 am.
Hope tat he'll be fine and be discharged asap.
2009's coming.
Looking forward to a better and more optimistic year.
Wishing everyone a good year ahead yea!
Happy New Year in advance!
:)
~MilkyEgg~
10:11 PM
Tuesday, December 30, 200810:11 PM
30 December 2008
天灰
昨晚和老二聊天的时候， 突然有股莫名的悲伤涌上心头
不晓得为什么会莫名其妙痛哭
还一直问自己到底是怎么了
原以为睡醒一觉隔天就会好一些。。。
今天下午接到妈妈的电话
爷爷入院了
原来昨天的失控是一个前兆
为什么我却没感觉到？
我既彷徨又无助
但我知道爷爷一定不会有事的
一定不会。。。
原本很不想过十九岁生日的我，现在却渴望那天的到来
因为这样我才能许愿
我希望爷爷会早日康复
更希望家人朋友都平安健康。。。
Anyway, wanna thank lao er for sparing me his time to cheer me up.
But I tink it'll be a sleepless nite for me again.
Gotta wait for my parents to come back from hospital.
Be it 3 or 5 am...
I'll wait no matter wat.
天灰
昨晚和老二聊天的时候， 突然有股莫名的悲伤涌上心头
不晓得为什么会莫名其妙痛哭
还一直问自己到底是怎么了
原以为睡醒一觉隔天就会好一些。。。
今天下午接到妈妈的电话
爷爷入院了
原来昨天的失控是一个前兆
为什么我却没感觉到？
我既彷徨又无助
但我知道爷爷一定不会有事的
一定不会。。。
原本很不想过十九岁生日的我，现在却渴望那天的到来
因为这样我才能许愿
我希望爷爷会早日康复
更希望家人朋友都平安健康。。。
Anyway, wanna thank lao er for sparing me his time to cheer me up.
But I tink it'll be a sleepless nite for me again.
Gotta wait for my parents to come back from hospital.
Be it 3 or 5 am...
I'll wait no matter wat.
~MilkyEgg~
8:45 PM
Saturday, December 27, 20088:45 PM
Received a msg yesterday...
Got a rather weird feeling...
It was about class outing on Monday...
Our LAST outing before the guys are enlisted.
Hai.
I guess those who know me will realise tat I'm a much happier person in JC compared to when
I'm in sec school.
Its b'cos of the group of guys tat I befriended...
Lao er, ww, wk, xiang, eugene and the rest...
They're cool.
I know I shouldnt get so touchy now.
Its not like I'll not be able to see them anymore...
But I'm just worried tat we'll not be able to keep in contact.
Yup.
Didnt have this feeling on farewell.
Not even on our last paper or prom.
But now.
Counting down to 2009.
Its kinda emo.
因为我很怕
怕回到之前那既无趣又寂寞的生活
内心的世界里，是寂寞还是你
寂寞围绕著我，无能向前进
很庆幸认识你们
曾经拥有过的回忆 我不会忘记
与你分享的快乐 勝過独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇門 让世界开阔
希望你们会过得好
衷心的祝福你们
记得要保持联络
加油！
：）
Got a rather weird feeling...
It was about class outing on Monday...
Our LAST outing before the guys are enlisted.
Hai.
I guess those who know me will realise tat I'm a much happier person in JC compared to when
I'm in sec school.
Its b'cos of the group of guys tat I befriended...
Lao er, ww, wk, xiang, eugene and the rest...
They're cool.
I know I shouldnt get so touchy now.
Its not like I'll not be able to see them anymore...
But I'm just worried tat we'll not be able to keep in contact.
Yup.
Didnt have this feeling on farewell.
Not even on our last paper or prom.
But now.
Counting down to 2009.
Its kinda emo.
因为我很怕
怕回到之前那既无趣又寂寞的生活
内心的世界里，是寂寞还是你
寂寞围绕著我，无能向前进
我知道自己很懦弱
每次为了一点小事就流泪
但这是我对人生的一种宣泄
我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么 让我诚实一点
多想化成 隐形的人
隐藏我的 泪在翻滚
时间会冲淡一切
我也会渐渐放下
这毕竟是人生的必经之路
That's just life，笑对现实的无奈
不能后退的时候，不再傍徨的时候
永远向前 路一直都在
很庆幸认识你们
曾经拥有过的回忆 我不会忘记
与你分享的快乐 勝過独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇門 让世界开阔
希望你们会过得好
衷心的祝福你们
记得要保持联络
加油！
：）
~MilkyEgg~
1:44 PM
Friday, December 26, 20081:44 PM
Its Boxing Day!
Lol.
I'm rotting at home...
Watching my HK drama.
Wahaha.
Anyway, actually tot today got work de.
But for some reason, I realise tat I dun have to work today!
Woo~
Then can continue with my show.
LOL.
Hmmm.
Nothing to blog about actually.
Just wanna say tat I actually wanna change my MV again.
To "Fall For You" by Secondhand Serenade.
Its my ring tone man!
But...
I dun really like the content.
Haha.
So have decided not to.
In any case if anyone is interested, u guys can wait for my "Crush" MV to end and watch it.
Its under the related videos yea...
:)
Lol.
I'm rotting at home...
Watching my HK drama.
Wahaha.
Anyway, actually tot today got work de.
But for some reason, I realise tat I dun have to work today!
Woo~
Then can continue with my show.
LOL.
Hmmm.
Nothing to blog about actually.
Just wanna say tat I actually wanna change my MV again.
To "Fall For You" by Secondhand Serenade.
Its my ring tone man!
But...
I dun really like the content.
Haha.
So have decided not to.
In any case if anyone is interested, u guys can wait for my "Crush" MV to end and watch it.
Its under the related videos yea...
:)
~MilkyEgg~
4:24 PM
Thursday, December 25, 20084:24 PM
Merry X'mas!!!
Just came back from chalet and after a day of sleep...
Its Christmas!
Pretty fast, isnt is?
Haha.
Wanna take this opportunity to thank all my frens who stood by me when I'm down, who lent a helping hand when i needed one, and who crapped with me when I'm bored!
Lol.
Esp when I'm sick during the 3 days at chalet...
Everyone showed me concern...
Was very touched.
Night cycling: they stayed behind me to ensure tat I'm fine.
At East Coast McDonalds: asked me if i wanted something to eat and even helped me buy hot Milo.
At the chalet: offered me Panadols and a space on the bed to sleep.
BBQ: Worried tat I've got nothing to eat.
Second nite: WW lent me his jumper.
And of course their frequent " U ok ma?" throughout the 3 days...
Genuine or hypocrite it doesnt matter.
Just tat when I really needed some encouragement and assurance, they were there for me.
So, wanna thank u guys from the bottom of my heart...
U guys were a great lot!
Anyway, met up with my girls yesterday nite.
Its gift exchange man!
Intended plan was to go Cityhall.
But thought of the crowd...
So decided to go Lot One instead.
Really very pai sei to have troubled Meh Meh.
But I bet she's not the petty one!
Haha.
Anyway, we had our dinner and exchanged our gifts.
Hmmm.
A bit 不好意思 also.
Cos I really dunno wat u girls need...
So bought some 不切实际的摆设品.
And plush toy...
Haha.
Hope u girls will like them too yea?
Lol.
The first present tat I opened was from Marilyn.
Its a LOVEly ring!
Like it so much man!
Haha.
Next up is from Pi.
Was arguing with my bro if its yellow or white under my dad's dim car light...
I lost. :(
Still, love it lots!
Gosh.
I love this green!
Its my fav colour.
And I agree with the words...
Haha.
Btw, for both the shirts, the boops there a bit tight ah...
Its b'cos of my broad shoulders i guess...
I'll still wear them de.
Cos I really like them a lot!
Its time for some heart warming greetings!
Was still outside when my dad said Ive got 3 cards with no add written.
This means tat they must have come all the way down to slot the cards in to my letter box.
And I already guessed the 3 senders.
This is from Ying Wen.
And tats me in the card!
Plus the birdie...
Its a swallow if I'm not wrong.
Cos tats how she addresses me: Lao Yan!
Haha.
This is from Bi Wei.
Actually should have guessed tat he'll send me a card.
Was a bit pai sei when I didnt prepare one for him.
Hope that its not too late if I put it in his letter box today?
From Ai Wei...
This is rather surprising though.
Cos only get to know her better ever since she started working at Hilton.
Wanna say tat I've nv forgotten tat u're my primary school classmate!
Its just tat I thought u couldnt remember me...
Haha.
Finally found the pic tat I took before I ate the cookie.
Its from star!
Last present of the day..
Its an authentic Disney watch!
I'm gonna take very good care of it man.
Just came back from chalet and after a day of sleep...
Its Christmas!
Pretty fast, isnt is?
Haha.
Wanna take this opportunity to thank all my frens who stood by me when I'm down, who lent a helping hand when i needed one, and who crapped with me when I'm bored!
Lol.
Esp when I'm sick during the 3 days at chalet...
Everyone showed me concern...
Was very touched.
Night cycling: they stayed behind me to ensure tat I'm fine.
At East Coast McDonalds: asked me if i wanted something to eat and even helped me buy hot Milo.
At the chalet: offered me Panadols and a space on the bed to sleep.
BBQ: Worried tat I've got nothing to eat.
Second nite: WW lent me his jumper.
And of course their frequent " U ok ma?" throughout the 3 days...
Genuine or hypocrite it doesnt matter.
Just tat when I really needed some encouragement and assurance, they were there for me.
So, wanna thank u guys from the bottom of my heart...
U guys were a great lot!
Anyway, met up with my girls yesterday nite.
Its gift exchange man!
Intended plan was to go Cityhall.
But thought of the crowd...
So decided to go Lot One instead.
Really very pai sei to have troubled Meh Meh.
But I bet she's not the petty one!
Haha.
Anyway, we had our dinner and exchanged our gifts.
Hmmm.
A bit 不好意思 also.
Cos I really dunno wat u girls need...
So bought some 不切实际的摆设品.
And plush toy...
Haha.
Hope u girls will like them too yea?
Lol.
The first present tat I opened was from Marilyn.
Its a LOVEly ring!
Like it so much man!
Haha.
Next up is from Pi.
Was arguing with my bro if its yellow or white under my dad's dim car light...
I lost. :(
Still, love it lots!
Gosh.
I love this green!
Its my fav colour.
And I agree with the words...
Haha.
Btw, for both the shirts, the boops there a bit tight ah...
Its b'cos of my broad shoulders i guess...
I'll still wear them de.
Cos I really like them a lot!
Its time for some heart warming greetings!
Was still outside when my dad said Ive got 3 cards with no add written.
This means tat they must have come all the way down to slot the cards in to my letter box.
And I already guessed the 3 senders.
This is from Ying Wen.
And tats me in the card!
Plus the birdie...
Its a swallow if I'm not wrong.
Cos tats how she addresses me: Lao Yan!
Haha.
This is from Bi Wei.
Actually should have guessed tat he'll send me a card.
Was a bit pai sei when I didnt prepare one for him.
Hope that its not too late if I put it in his letter box today?
From Ai Wei...
This is rather surprising though.
Cos only get to know her better ever since she started working at Hilton.
Wanna say tat I've nv forgotten tat u're my primary school classmate!
Its just tat I thought u couldnt remember me...
Haha.
Finally found the pic tat I took before I ate the cookie.
Its from star!
She made for everyone man.
Thanks!
And Mel too.
She made ginger bread cookies?
Both their cookies taste as good!
Ate a few during at the chalet.
>.<
Last present of the day..
From my beloved parents!
Guess wat?
Its an authentic Disney watch!
They know tat I'm a "watch" freak!
I love watches!
I got more watches then other accessories tat the rest of the girls have.
I'm gonna take very good care of it man.
Its the second Mickey watch that they've given me since 6 year-old...
And I still kept it till now oh.
Hee.
Btw, these are the dogs tat I sent out for greetings.
Each colour is specially chosen for each person.
But so far only JX said tat she've received it.
Wonder if the rest of the puppies have been safely delivered or not.
Hope so ba.
I dun wanna waste my effort.
Cos I did them after work at 3, 4 am in the morning.
Lol.
Guess its a rather long post la.
Shall post again when I've gotten the chalet pics?
:)
~MilkyEgg~
11:29 AM
Sunday, December 21, 200811:29 AM
I'm losing my voice.
Sexy?
Manly?
Up to u to decide.
But I'm just gonna flush my throat with honey water.
Loads and loads of honey water...
Hopefully by tomolo it'll recover.
Oh no.
Not tomolo.
Its today evening.
Cos gotta go chalet man!
3 days...
I dun wanna go there sick, come back feeling even more sick.
Ops.
Ok.
Anyway, just managed to upload some pictures of the Sentosa outing tat we had on Monday.
They can actually be found at the class blog.
I merely gabbed them and made them mine.
LOL.
First photo of the day was taken at Vivo.
Were fascinated by the X'mas deco I guess.
Photo taken after one day out in the sun and sea...
We were wet...
Top to bottom.
Head to toe.
And we sat on the tram!
Sorry to have dirtied the seats, though we were already sitting on our towels.
LOL.
Last pic of the day...
All hungry and worn out.
Haha.
Btw, notice the change of my jeans shorts to FBT shorts?
Wanna know how we changed it?
We actually hid behind a coconut tree!
Or was it the pillar of the shelter?!
Cos we couldnt find a toilet...
Perhaps we're just too lazy to find one.
But I guess this is still ok ba.
After all its not the wildest thing I've ever done.
Shhh.
Its a secret...
Lol.
Anyway, I've not recovered from the sunburn YET.
I doubt anyone will know wat is this...
Its actually a blister!
On my neck area!
And I've got plenty of such bubbles on my back.
Gosh.
Its horrible.
I really wan all of them to burst asap man.
Then will I be able to MOULT and recover.
Wahaha.
Ok.
Gotta go sleep liao.
But I doubt I'll be able to get to sleep.
Cos of the irritating blisters.
And I tink its all b'cos of the stupid aloe vera tat the promoter introduced to me.
Hee.
Jk.
Anyway, to Cheena's fren (i dun tink he'll see it anyway): stop calling me cheena can?
Though I must admit I am.
But u are also our cheena gang de lo.
If u continue to call me cheena, then I'll call u Jian Ren (Jian Chong).
Haha.
Just joking.
Enjoyed working with u man.
Plus the chat tat we had (tat resulted in u calling me cheena)...
Hope tat u'll not kena scolding by the idiotic Zu (pig) yea.
Gee.
:)
Sexy?
Manly?
Up to u to decide.
But I'm just gonna flush my throat with honey water.
Loads and loads of honey water...
Hopefully by tomolo it'll recover.
Oh no.
Not tomolo.
Its today evening.
Cos gotta go chalet man!
3 days...
I dun wanna go there sick, come back feeling even more sick.
Ops.
Ok.
Anyway, just managed to upload some pictures of the Sentosa outing tat we had on Monday.
They can actually be found at the class blog.
I merely gabbed them and made them mine.
LOL.
First photo of the day was taken at Vivo.
Were fascinated by the X'mas deco I guess.
Photo taken after one day out in the sun and sea...
We were wet...
Top to bottom.
Head to toe.
And we sat on the tram!
Sorry to have dirtied the seats, though we were already sitting on our towels.
LOL.
Last pic of the day...
All hungry and worn out.
Haha.
Btw, notice the change of my jeans shorts to FBT shorts?
Wanna know how we changed it?
We actually hid behind a coconut tree!
Or was it the pillar of the shelter?!
Cos we couldnt find a toilet...
Perhaps we're just too lazy to find one.
But I guess this is still ok ba.
After all its not the wildest thing I've ever done.
Shhh.
Its a secret...
Lol.
Anyway, I've not recovered from the sunburn YET.
I doubt anyone will know wat is this...
Its actually a blister!
On my neck area!
And I've got plenty of such bubbles on my back.
Gosh.
Its horrible.
I really wan all of them to burst asap man.
Then will I be able to MOULT and recover.
Wahaha.
Ok.
Gotta go sleep liao.
But I doubt I'll be able to get to sleep.
Cos of the irritating blisters.
And I tink its all b'cos of the stupid aloe vera tat the promoter introduced to me.
Hee.
Jk.
Anyway, to Cheena's fren (i dun tink he'll see it anyway): stop calling me cheena can?
Though I must admit I am.
But u are also our cheena gang de lo.
If u continue to call me cheena, then I'll call u Jian Ren (Jian Chong).
Haha.
Just joking.
Enjoyed working with u man.
Plus the chat tat we had (tat resulted in u calling me cheena)...
Hope tat u'll not kena scolding by the idiotic Zu (pig) yea.
Gee.
:)
~MilkyEgg~
4:02 AM
Saturday, December 20, 20084:02 AM
Just reached home...
No OT tonite.
Cos not feeling very well.
To all the guests, esp tables 8 and 9...
Sorry for the spread of germs.
Have been coughing since the start of cocktail till the end of dinner.
But I've already tried to suppress it by popping Robitussin every 10 mins.
Its still as bad though.
No dinner and supper today...
Cos no appetite.
Cough until wanna puke.
Its terrible.
Hope I'll get better by chalet man.
Btw, in any case if "slip" and "fall" were to come together, then I shall introduce another word...
BREAKAGES!
The kitchen was very slippery today.
I almost fell...
But God bless, I didnt.
YW was the unlucky one.
She fell with 9 wine glasses in her tray.
Gosh.
No serious injury.
No need to pay for breakages.
That's so fortunate...
I guess I'll have to be careful too.
I dun wan to end up being one of the victims.
Hope tat tomolo will be better...
No OT tonite.
Cos not feeling very well.
To all the guests, esp tables 8 and 9...
Sorry for the spread of germs.
Have been coughing since the start of cocktail till the end of dinner.
But I've already tried to suppress it by popping Robitussin every 10 mins.
Its still as bad though.
No dinner and supper today...
Cos no appetite.
Cough until wanna puke.
Its terrible.
Hope I'll get better by chalet man.
Btw, in any case if "slip" and "fall" were to come together, then I shall introduce another word...
BREAKAGES!
The kitchen was very slippery today.
I almost fell...
But God bless, I didnt.
YW was the unlucky one.
She fell with 9 wine glasses in her tray.
Gosh.
No serious injury.
No need to pay for breakages.
That's so fortunate...
I guess I'll have to be careful too.
I dun wan to end up being one of the victims.
Hope tat tomolo will be better...
~MilkyEgg~
1:28 AM
Thursday, December 18, 20081:28 AM
37.9 degree celsius.
Coughing as though I've got TB.
Unbearable sore throat...
I tink its time tat I go pop 2 Panadol pills le.
If not cannot go work tomolo man.
Off I go...
Cos may feel drowsy after medication.
Lol.
Still wanna say...
Looking forward to chalet oh!
Wahaha.
Coughing as though I've got TB.
Unbearable sore throat...
I tink its time tat I go pop 2 Panadol pills le.
If not cannot go work tomolo man.
Off I go...
Cos may feel drowsy after medication.
Lol.
Still wanna say...
Looking forward to chalet oh!
Wahaha.
~MilkyEgg~
7:28 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 20087:28 PM
Finally got the time to slack at home...
Was busy working and going out with my frens for the past few weeks.
Woke up quite early though.
8.30 a.m. (slept at 2 a.m.)
Was freaking tired...
But just couldnt get to sleep.
Cos of the irritating sunburnt back.
Couldnt lie straight on my back.
Neither could I rest on my sides.
Guess wat?
Gotta 趴着睡 lo.
Shower was worse.
Cannot even use warm water from the heater.
So have to tahan cold bath...
Anyway, I've learnt something from this incident...
Tat sunblock is not just for girls who are vain and who want a fair skin.
Its also for those who cannot take the pain from sunburn!
I shall be smarter next time and put on sunblock no matter wat.
LOL.
Anyway, I'm counting down to my pay day!
It 18 Dec, isnt it?
Worked for 6 days only...
But...
Got 4oo plus eh.
Shall use it wisely.
Cos its hard earn $$...
With my sweat and blood.
Wahaha.
Hmmm.
50 bucks for my grandpa so tat he can go play mahjong?
He loves mahjong.
But he'll be able to survive without my $$.
LOL.
Its just a token ba...
50 bucks for my grandma?
So tat she can but the things she likes?
But she dotes me alot...
I doubt she'll accept my $$.
I'll still try.
20 bucks shall be used to buy a Chrismas present for my lovely bro!
LOL.
Very budget hor.
But should be enough to buy him a Nike shirt.
His Kobe Bryant is just $19.90.
Haha.
Shall see how ba.
Parents?
Nothing.
They would rather tat I not work and keep them company.
So...
Give them a treat ba.
Then I can eat with them too.
Wahaha.
The rest shall be withdrawn from the circular flow as savings.
They'll accumulate and become my wealth!
Heehee.
SOooo Econs.
Lol.
Really hope tat I'll get my pay before chalet.
Then I'll not feel a pinch if I were to spend...
(",)
Was busy working and going out with my frens for the past few weeks.
Woke up quite early though.
8.30 a.m. (slept at 2 a.m.)
Was freaking tired...
But just couldnt get to sleep.
Cos of the irritating sunburnt back.
Couldnt lie straight on my back.
Neither could I rest on my sides.
Guess wat?
Gotta 趴着睡 lo.
Shower was worse.
Cannot even use warm water from the heater.
So have to tahan cold bath...
Anyway, I've learnt something from this incident...
Tat sunblock is not just for girls who are vain and who want a fair skin.
Its also for those who cannot take the pain from sunburn!
I shall be smarter next time and put on sunblock no matter wat.
LOL.
Anyway, I'm counting down to my pay day!
It 18 Dec, isnt it?
Worked for 6 days only...
But...
Got 4oo plus eh.
Shall use it wisely.
Cos its hard earn $$...
With my sweat and blood.
Wahaha.
Hmmm.
50 bucks for my grandpa so tat he can go play mahjong?
He loves mahjong.
But he'll be able to survive without my $$.
LOL.
Its just a token ba...
50 bucks for my grandma?
So tat she can but the things she likes?
But she dotes me alot...
I doubt she'll accept my $$.
I'll still try.
20 bucks shall be used to buy a Chrismas present for my lovely bro!
LOL.
Very budget hor.
But should be enough to buy him a Nike shirt.
His Kobe Bryant is just $19.90.
Haha.
Shall see how ba.
Parents?
Nothing.
They would rather tat I not work and keep them company.
So...
Give them a treat ba.
Then I can eat with them too.
Wahaha.
The rest shall be withdrawn from the circular flow as savings.
They'll accumulate and become my wealth!
Heehee.
SOooo Econs.
Lol.
Really hope tat I'll get my pay before chalet.
Then I'll not feel a pinch if I were to spend...
(",)
~MilkyEgg~
6:31 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 20086:31 PM
Gosh.
Puked just now man.
Stomach was already feeling queasy when i was on my way home.
So tot of eating some fruits for dinner.
I was wrong man.
Had a bite of honeydew and everything started pouring out.
So disgusting.
Its the semi digested cutlet tat i had for lunch.
I didnt finish the thing eh.
Left a big portion uneaten.
Yet i still ended up vomiting.
Argh.
Anyway, went out with my girls this afternoon.
And we watched the sneak preview of Twilight!
Robert Pattinson playing Edward Cullen and Kristen Stewart as Bella SwanJackson.
Was actually very touched by their love story.
Knowing that Edward was a vampire, Bella continued to stay by him.
" I'm not afraid of you... I'm just afraid of losing you."
" Dying in place of someone you loved seems a good way to go..."
Isnt tat sweet?
Tats the Cullen family.
Vampires who survived on animals' blood rather than humans'.
They called themselves vegetarians?
Hee.
Btw, was rather shocked to hear the news...
Tat Kel's gonna go Australia to study.
The other time when JPEG announced that they were changing class, I cried...
Even though I'd still get to see them around in school...
But I didnt cry today.
Its not b cos tat I've grown stronger or tat I wouldnt miss her.
Its just tat I didnt want to tear in front of the girls.
I didnt want to affect everyone's mood.
I know tat we'll still see each other, wouldnt we?
Hai.
I tink I'm too emotional le.
Guess its time tat I learn how to handle my emotions.
Ok.
Shant harp on it anymore.
Anyway, went to Sentosa yesterday.
It wasnt as great as the previous one tat we had.
But we did tried new stuff like the "sea monkey"?
Lol.
Anyway, i tink I've got serious sunburn!
It isnt tat obvious from the front.
And its not pain at the front too.
But...
Its freaking pain and horrible from the back.
Still remember today tat Pi pat me hard on my back...
Wow.
I almost jumped up man!
Hopefully it'll be better by Friday.
I couldnt imagine how I'm gonna work with the pain lo.
Btw, I tink Lao Er's leg seems more serious yea?
Remember to go see Sin Seh if its still swollen.
Lol.
Hmmm.
"Had" dinner at the Hawker Centre yesterday.
Theres actually nothing much to eat there.
Walked a few rounds and still couldnt find something to eat.
But tats not the point.
Finally decided to queue for Chai Tow Kuay (and it had a long queue)...
Only to realise tat we've spent 5 to 10 mins queuing for something tat had already sold out!
Win liao lo.
But i guess its our fault too.
Only if we were to decide faster and not chat for so long, we should be able to get our food!
Gee.
Got this cute doggy.
Its really hard for her to make this...
Cos she's a busy girl who doesnt have time to stay at home!
And yet she still managed to do it.
Its really the heart tat counts.
Thanks girl!
Love it and love u lots yea.
Got the Eagles award.
From PJ?!
Shocked.
Do you ever think tat you can get the 150 bucks by just being a MEMBER of badminton?
Never.
Then why am I getting the award?
LOL.
It just doesnt seem to be "hard earn" money anyway.
Btw, I had a hard time considering whether or not to go back PJ to relief teach.
It was when I got the Eagles tat I've finally made up my mind.
Out of guilt perhaps...
But I've decided to contribute back to PJ!
My first student addressed me Ms Cheong today.
Alamak.
Tot who was he referring to loh.
Very bu xi guan!
But I really hope tat I'll be able to enjoy teaching those kids(J1s)!
Wahaha.
Last thing tat I wanna say is tat I'm glad tat you're finally looking at the bright side of life!
看开了就好!
只要曾经拥有就够了
将这段回忆埋藏起来
从哪里跌倒就从哪里爬起来
人就是要这样才会成长,不是吗？
And I'll continue to be my penguin...
Looking at the endless sky...
Yearning to soar like the seagulls...
Wahaha.
I dun tink anyone understands anyway.
Okok.
Gotta stop my super long post le.
Will update soon de!
Cheers!
['-']
Puked just now man.
Stomach was already feeling queasy when i was on my way home.
So tot of eating some fruits for dinner.
I was wrong man.
Had a bite of honeydew and everything started pouring out.
So disgusting.
Its the semi digested cutlet tat i had for lunch.
I didnt finish the thing eh.
Left a big portion uneaten.
Yet i still ended up vomiting.
Argh.
Anyway, went out with my girls this afternoon.
And we watched the sneak preview of Twilight!
Robert Pattinson playing Edward Cullen and Kristen Stewart as Bella SwanJackson.
Was actually very touched by their love story.
Knowing that Edward was a vampire, Bella continued to stay by him.
" I'm not afraid of you... I'm just afraid of losing you."
" Dying in place of someone you loved seems a good way to go..."
Isnt tat sweet?
Lol.
Tats the Cullen family.
Vampires who survived on animals' blood rather than humans'.
They called themselves vegetarians?
Hee.
Btw, was rather shocked to hear the news...
Tat Kel's gonna go Australia to study.
The other time when JPEG announced that they were changing class, I cried...
Even though I'd still get to see them around in school...
But I didnt cry today.
Its not b cos tat I've grown stronger or tat I wouldnt miss her.
Its just tat I didnt want to tear in front of the girls.
I didnt want to affect everyone's mood.
I know tat we'll still see each other, wouldnt we?
Hai.
I tink I'm too emotional le.
Guess its time tat I learn how to handle my emotions.
Ok.
Shant harp on it anymore.
Anyway, went to Sentosa yesterday.
It wasnt as great as the previous one tat we had.
But we did tried new stuff like the "sea monkey"?
Lol.
Anyway, i tink I've got serious sunburn!
It isnt tat obvious from the front.
And its not pain at the front too.
But...
Its freaking pain and horrible from the back.
Still remember today tat Pi pat me hard on my back...
Wow.
I almost jumped up man!
Hopefully it'll be better by Friday.
I couldnt imagine how I'm gonna work with the pain lo.
Btw, I tink Lao Er's leg seems more serious yea?
Remember to go see Sin Seh if its still swollen.
Lol.
Hmmm.
"Had" dinner at the Hawker Centre yesterday.
Theres actually nothing much to eat there.
Walked a few rounds and still couldnt find something to eat.
But tats not the point.
Finally decided to queue for Chai Tow Kuay (and it had a long queue)...
Only to realise tat we've spent 5 to 10 mins queuing for something tat had already sold out!
Win liao lo.
But i guess its our fault too.
Only if we were to decide faster and not chat for so long, we should be able to get our food!
Gee.
Got this cute doggy.
Its really hard for her to make this...
Cos she's a busy girl who doesnt have time to stay at home!
And yet she still managed to do it.
Its really the heart tat counts.
Thanks girl!
Love it and love u lots yea.
Got the Eagles award.
From PJ?!
Shocked.
Do you ever think tat you can get the 150 bucks by just being a MEMBER of badminton?
Never.
Then why am I getting the award?
LOL.
It just doesnt seem to be "hard earn" money anyway.
Btw, I had a hard time considering whether or not to go back PJ to relief teach.
It was when I got the Eagles tat I've finally made up my mind.
Out of guilt perhaps...
But I've decided to contribute back to PJ!
My first student addressed me Ms Cheong today.
Alamak.
Tot who was he referring to loh.
Very bu xi guan!
But I really hope tat I'll be able to enjoy teaching those kids(J1s)!
Wahaha.
Last thing tat I wanna say is tat I'm glad tat you're finally looking at the bright side of life!
看开了就好!
只要曾经拥有就够了
将这段回忆埋藏起来
从哪里跌倒就从哪里爬起来
人就是要这样才会成长,不是吗？
And I'll continue to be my penguin...
Looking at the endless sky...
Yearning to soar like the seagulls...
Wahaha.
I dun tink anyone understands anyway.
Okok.
Gotta stop my super long post le.
Will update soon de!
Cheers!
['-']
~MilkyEgg~
10:15 PM
Sunday, December 14, 200810:15 PM
Woo.
Just finish my bath...
At this time...
After 16 hours of work.
Wow.
I guess I've spent more time at Hilton than at home.
Cos yesterday only slept for two hours only lo.
Lol.
Worked at Panorama today.
First time man and yet YW and me were selected to serve the VIP tables.
But we sort of rejected it...
We two cai niao sure kena complain de.
So better not risk.
Haha.
Dun worry!
Tats not my middle finger...
Its my pinkie!
Kena kiap by the fridge door...
Didnt cry b cos my threshold level is high.
But its pain de lo!!!
Gosh.
Ok.
I now super tired.
Blog half way also can sleep.
Lol.
So will update soon.
:)
Just finish my bath...
At this time...
After 16 hours of work.
Wow.
I guess I've spent more time at Hilton than at home.
Cos yesterday only slept for two hours only lo.
Lol.
Worked at Panorama today.
First time man and yet YW and me were selected to serve the VIP tables.
But we sort of rejected it...
We two cai niao sure kena complain de.
So better not risk.
Haha.
Dun worry!
Tats not my middle finger...
Its my pinkie!
Kena kiap by the fridge door...
Didnt cry b cos my threshold level is high.
But its pain de lo!!!
Gosh.
Ok.
I now super tired.
Blog half way also can sleep.
Lol.
So will update soon.
:)
~MilkyEgg~
4:32 AM
Saturday, December 13, 20084:32 AM
After a few days of emo-ing...
I'm finally back to my usual self!
The one who loves to post pictures...
LOL.
I guess working really numbs me...
All I care to do now is to spend more time with my family and frens.
Not to tink of unnecessary stuff tat loads my mind...
Cos I dun have energy for tat.
Anyway, wanna guess how long I've worked today?
Haha.
Its 14.5 hours man!
From yesterday 2 p.m. till today 4.30 a.m
And I'm gonna work the 11 a.m. slot later!
Wahaha.
I tink I'll become a zombified panda lo.
Anyway, yesterday's nite was D&D.
Ahem.
To the freaking guy who was rude to me even BEFORE he was drunk: Count yourself lucky tat I didnt fa huo.
My hand is not for ya fucking trotter to touch de.
Try it on other girls!
See wat they'll do to u.
Ass-hole.
Lol.
Enough of this sickening man tat spoils my appetite.
Hmmm.
Shall start reviewing the pictures tat I've taken a few weeks ago.
Went to some furniture shop with my aunt 3 weeks ago.
At one glance i still tot tat its a fake cat...
Some soft-toy or something...
Then i realised tat its called Xiao Bai.
Haha.
Tat shop has got Xiao Bai...
I've got her!
Missed her lots!
Cos its been weeks tat she last visited us.
Loved her kisses (esp the french kiss).
Wahaha.
Btw, u guys have seen this in advertisments before yea?
Ever tried before?
I wanted to try man!
So got my mum to buy directly from the supplier (discounted price).
Guess wat?
All 6 were gone when I checked them just now.
My bro must have eaten them all when I was working, since its been 3 wks already.
Regretted not hiding one for myself!
LOL.
Just joking man.
Went to celebrate Mel's b'day on the 8 Dec.
Really ps for not being able to get her a bigger surprise, though I really wish to.
Chanced upon this advertisement...
Its a great novel man.
Best seller in book stores.
LOL.
I read it.
And cried like spoilt tap.
Anyway, anybody wanna go watch it with me?
>.<
Doesnt it look like the tok panjang in Little Nyonya?
We spent 7 bucks on tat meal ok.
Got Satay Bee Hoon, Satay, Duck rice, Stingray, Chilli Kang Kong, Fried Hokkien, Popiah...
Lol.
Though I'm the only girl...
And even though my mum said tat I'm like a guy, keep hanging out with guys rather than the girls.
I must say tat this kind of sharing can really bond man...
Got the jia de wen xin.
Wahaha.
Shall we try it for class outing?
It'll be so much better then the steamboat.
Ops.
Okok.
Gotta go sleep and wake up at 9 a.m.
Cos needa go work!
Gonna do ot too!
Anyway, looking forward to Sentosa man.
Monday yea?
Lol.
:)
I'm finally back to my usual self!
The one who loves to post pictures...
LOL.
I guess working really numbs me...
All I care to do now is to spend more time with my family and frens.
Not to tink of unnecessary stuff tat loads my mind...
Cos I dun have energy for tat.
Anyway, wanna guess how long I've worked today?
Haha.
Its 14.5 hours man!
From yesterday 2 p.m. till today 4.30 a.m
And I'm gonna work the 11 a.m. slot later!
Wahaha.
I tink I'll become a zombified panda lo.
Anyway, yesterday's nite was D&D.
Ahem.
To the freaking guy who was rude to me even BEFORE he was drunk: Count yourself lucky tat I didnt fa huo.
My hand is not for ya fucking trotter to touch de.
Try it on other girls!
See wat they'll do to u.
Ass-hole.
Lol.
Enough of this sickening man tat spoils my appetite.
Hmmm.
Shall start reviewing the pictures tat I've taken a few weeks ago.
Went to some furniture shop with my aunt 3 weeks ago.
At one glance i still tot tat its a fake cat...
Some soft-toy or something...
Then i realised tat its called Xiao Bai.
Haha.
Tat shop has got Xiao Bai...
I've got her!
Missed her lots!
Cos its been weeks tat she last visited us.
Loved her kisses (esp the french kiss).
Wahaha.
Btw, u guys have seen this in advertisments before yea?
Ever tried before?
I wanted to try man!
So got my mum to buy directly from the supplier (discounted price).
Guess wat?
All 6 were gone when I checked them just now.
My bro must have eaten them all when I was working, since its been 3 wks already.
Regretted not hiding one for myself!
LOL.
Just joking man.
Went to celebrate Mel's b'day on the 8 Dec.
Really ps for not being able to get her a bigger surprise, though I really wish to.
Chanced upon this advertisement...
Its a great novel man.
Best seller in book stores.
LOL.
I read it.
And cried like spoilt tap.
Anyway, anybody wanna go watch it with me?
>.<
Doesnt it look like the tok panjang in Little Nyonya?
We spent 7 bucks on tat meal ok.
Got Satay Bee Hoon, Satay, Duck rice, Stingray, Chilli Kang Kong, Fried Hokkien, Popiah...
Lol.
Though I'm the only girl...
And even though my mum said tat I'm like a guy, keep hanging out with guys rather than the girls.
I must say tat this kind of sharing can really bond man...
Got the jia de wen xin.
Wahaha.
Shall we try it for class outing?
It'll be so much better then the steamboat.
Ops.
Okok.
Gotta go sleep and wake up at 9 a.m.
Cos needa go work!
Gonna do ot too!
Anyway, looking forward to Sentosa man.
Monday yea?
Lol.
:)
~MilkyEgg~
5:32 AM
Wednesday, December 10, 20085:32 AM
如果那两个字没有颤抖
我不会发现我难受
怎么说出口也不过是分手
如果对于明天没有要求
牵牵手就像旅游
成千上万个门口总有一个人要先走
怀抱既然不能逗留
何不在离开的时候
一边享受一边泪流
十年之前
我不认识你你不属于我
我们还是一样陪在一个陌生人左右
走过渐渐熟悉的街头
十年之后
我们是朋友还可以问候
只是那种温柔再也找不到拥抱的理由
情人最后难免沦为朋友
直到和你做了多年朋友
才明白我的眼泪
不是为你而流也为别人而流
Didnt get to sing this yesterday.
Cos nobody seems to know this song.
But its really a nice song by Eason.
Meaningful to me at least.
<<十年>> by 陈奕迅
LOL.
;)
Anyway, changed a new MV.
Cos the previous one a bit sian.
Its crush by David Archuleta.
My bro's fav.
Its becoming mine too.
Haha.
>.<
我不会发现我难受
怎么说出口也不过是分手
如果对于明天没有要求
牵牵手就像旅游
成千上万个门口总有一个人要先走
怀抱既然不能逗留
何不在离开的时候
一边享受一边泪流
十年之前
我不认识你你不属于我
我们还是一样陪在一个陌生人左右
走过渐渐熟悉的街头
十年之后
我们是朋友还可以问候
只是那种温柔再也找不到拥抱的理由
情人最后难免沦为朋友
直到和你做了多年朋友
才明白我的眼泪
不是为你而流也为别人而流
Didnt get to sing this yesterday.
Cos nobody seems to know this song.
But its really a nice song by Eason.
Meaningful to me at least.
<<十年>> by 陈奕迅
LOL.
;)
Anyway, changed a new MV.
Cos the previous one a bit sian.
Its crush by David Archuleta.
My bro's fav.
Its becoming mine too.
Haha.
>.<
~MilkyEgg~
1:51 PM
1:51 PM
手的旧伤复发
那时是因为贪玩而受伤
好不容易才离开
为何现在又回来？
是天气转凉的缘故？
我想多半是因工作时提太重的东西所致
如今右手还是隐隐作痛
但却不敢吭一声
不是担心什么
而是不想让她为我操心
我的任性、坏脾气、不成熟
她一一接受与包容
所以我更不能让她再心疼一次
我会学着去承受
这一点痛算不了什么
除非到了无法忍受的阶段
否则我绝不会让她知道
这会是我和网络的一个约定
希望手能够快点痊愈...
那时是因为贪玩而受伤
好不容易才离开
为何现在又回来？
是天气转凉的缘故？
我想多半是因工作时提太重的东西所致
如今右手还是隐隐作痛
但却不敢吭一声
不是担心什么
而是不想让她为我操心
我的任性、坏脾气、不成熟
她一一接受与包容
所以我更不能让她再心疼一次
我会学着去承受
这一点痛算不了什么
除非到了无法忍受的阶段
否则我绝不会让她知道
这会是我和网络的一个约定
希望手能够快点痊愈...
~MilkyEgg~
1:42 PM
Tuesday, December 09, 20081:42 PM
Felt lost and hopeless for once...
When i was desperate looking for jobs.
F&B, retail and even admin...
Tried every possible jobs available.
But nothing seems to come my way back then.
Why is it so?
Why must it be now, when I've started to like Hilton, tat all of them seem to be interested in me?
Serendipity?
I've finally understand how it works.
When its really unexpected and i am NOT striving for it.
Went for an interview today.
Singapore Yacht Club by Keppel Land.
Nobody wanted to go with me actually.
But I've got my ways.
Surprised tat WW wanna accompany me.
Good buddy indeed.
Really appreciate wat he had done.
Went to K box after tat.
With Kiong and WW.
Star joined later.
Hoped tat everyone had fun.
But tats not the point.
Answered two calls when K-ing.
First was from AVA.
Called me for an interview tomolo.
Shall i give it a miss since its admin work? ( bout licensing, billing and stuff)
But it'll be a good start if i EVER were to go for a veterinary course.
Furthermore my passion is in veterinary science.
Dilemma.
Next call received.
From PJ.
Very glad tat Mdm Ong tinks highly of me.
Cos she recommended me to Ms Lee (HOD Math) to go back PJ to relief teach Math.
Wanna try out teaching very much.
Maybe my gifting is in teaching?
Only concern is tat I may not be able to do a good job.
Perfectionism, u see?
I'm afraid tat I'll end up disappointing myself and everyone, esp Mdm Ong.
Hai.
Can anyone give me some idea?
I very luan now.
HELP!!!
When i was desperate looking for jobs.
F&B, retail and even admin...
Tried every possible jobs available.
But nothing seems to come my way back then.
Why is it so?
Why must it be now, when I've started to like Hilton, tat all of them seem to be interested in me?
Serendipity?
I've finally understand how it works.
When its really unexpected and i am NOT striving for it.
Went for an interview today.
Singapore Yacht Club by Keppel Land.
Nobody wanted to go with me actually.
But I've got my ways.
Surprised tat WW wanna accompany me.
Good buddy indeed.
Really appreciate wat he had done.
Went to K box after tat.
With Kiong and WW.
Star joined later.
Hoped tat everyone had fun.
But tats not the point.
Answered two calls when K-ing.
First was from AVA.
Called me for an interview tomolo.
Shall i give it a miss since its admin work? ( bout licensing, billing and stuff)
But it'll be a good start if i EVER were to go for a veterinary course.
Furthermore my passion is in veterinary science.
Dilemma.
Next call received.
From PJ.
Very glad tat Mdm Ong tinks highly of me.
Cos she recommended me to Ms Lee (HOD Math) to go back PJ to relief teach Math.
Wanna try out teaching very much.
Maybe my gifting is in teaching?
Only concern is tat I may not be able to do a good job.
Perfectionism, u see?
I'm afraid tat I'll end up disappointing myself and everyone, esp Mdm Ong.
Hai.
Can anyone give me some idea?
I very luan now.
HELP!!!
~MilkyEgg~
9:26 PM
Sunday, December 07, 20089:26 PM
Haven been updating my blog...
Prom.
Post-prom.
Badminton session.
My job of the year.
Bla bla...
So many things to say and yet theres nothing to talk bout.
Just enjoying them at the moment.
But wat comes after would be the disappointment and loneliness.
So looking forward to spending my time with my frens...
And yet fearing that it'll be the last time doing so.
Contradiction?
Oyxmoron?
I hope i'm not putting a false front.
Cos i'm not even sure about myself.
Who really appreciates wat i've done?
Sincerity is not full proof.
Time is the factor.
No matter how close I am with a person now, time will always bring us further.
Freeze time and stay in this happy moment forever?
Impossible.
Let go when its time.
Happiness is like a butterfly...
Grasping it will only suffocate it and bring guilt to myself.
I've understood this, hope u do too.
Cheer up boy!
May the butterfly come and rest on ya fingers yea.
Best wishes. :)
Prom.
Post-prom.
Badminton session.
My job of the year.
Bla bla...
So many things to say and yet theres nothing to talk bout.
Just enjoying them at the moment.
But wat comes after would be the disappointment and loneliness.
So looking forward to spending my time with my frens...
And yet fearing that it'll be the last time doing so.
Contradiction?
Oyxmoron?
I hope i'm not putting a false front.
Cos i'm not even sure about myself.
Who really appreciates wat i've done?
Sincerity is not full proof.
Time is the factor.
No matter how close I am with a person now, time will always bring us further.
Freeze time and stay in this happy moment forever?
Impossible.
Let go when its time.
Happiness is like a butterfly...
Grasping it will only suffocate it and bring guilt to myself.
I've understood this, hope u do too.
Cheer up boy!
May the butterfly come and rest on ya fingers yea.
Best wishes. :)
~MilkyEgg~
12:05 PM
Tuesday, December 02, 200812:05 PM
Started weeping...
Recollected wat had happened.
To be entangled in this mess...
Indecisive is the root...
But i'm NOT sorry.
Everyone's at fault.
I cant put myself down and take it tat nothing had happened.
Hate to be caught in this situation...
But wat can i do?
Apologise is not in my dictionary...
This is just me.
Stubborn u can say...
But tat's me.
Recollected wat had happened.
To be entangled in this mess...
Indecisive is the root...
But i'm NOT sorry.
Everyone's at fault.
I cant put myself down and take it tat nothing had happened.
Hate to be caught in this situation...
But wat can i do?
Apologise is not in my dictionary...
This is just me.
Stubborn u can say...
But tat's me.
~MilkyEgg~
1:08 PM
1:08 PM